I have recently developed a Lazy Panda Complex which entails sleeping a few minutes after taking a heavy meal...like conserving my energy and storing my fats in case food will be hard to come by in the next few days. When I wake up, pick my nose and proceed with a DVD marathon of my fave series.
I know deep inside this is wrong. I am gaining weight. I can almost see meself morphing in front of the mirror. It started out with a double chin, a flab of tummy lard and a self-confidence melt-down. ‘I eat when I’m upset’ (Kung Fu Panda)...it can be consoling for a while but then I trudged into the murky waters of drug cocktails of L-Carnetine, green tea, Grade B Maple Syrup, lemon, cayenne pepper, Brazilian coffee, and laxative tea. It was a big fail.
Clearly, the moment I embark on doing something with my weight, I already feel defeated, thus, the cheating and the disconnect from my weight loss program goal.
Retreated and defeated...no one else can fix me but me! I am now keeping my fingers crossed with the second round of everything and to make it more fun...I will go aboard my Surfvivor Adventure soon.
Let’s Go Sago!
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