Swimming in the teal water is something that I am completely happy doing. The risks, the fun, the outright stubbornness… everything all rolled into one wave. Taking a hiatus is an interval to the vicious cycle that I have been into for years. I broke hearts, injured mine, severed friendships, and trampled relationships all because I had to learn or maybe because I am simply being a jerk. Could be… right?
Presenting my Miseries… then kiss me goodbye and point me to the morrow.
To Try or Not to Try — trying to go out of relationships because of personal complications and filial piety. I couldn’t stop blaming myself. Maybe…I cannot love that much as I haven’t been loved that way. A justification? Naahhh! More of TRUTH…
100 Different Things — This is a relationship aftermath, not knowing where a slap or a kiss or a handshake would come from once you feel the tension of being virtually around each other almost all the time. And oh…one more thing, this could also be the point of origin for your next relationship… you would determine whether it will yield a positive or negative correlation. Yes, yes… it is creepy.
Stuck in the Moment — This may be more of hangin’ by the moment thing. Your breath suspended… system shocked, then shuts down. A process of licking your tightly stitched wounds or in a lateral point of view… both of you are happy, though deep inside you are engaged in a “Who-dies-miserable” game. Well, it does not necessary mean you wish ‘em ill.
Maybe this is like Newton’s law… you know, taking your emotions a level down or sometimes up, still, it almost always go down. Got it?
Presenting my Miseries… then kiss me goodbye and point me to the morrow.
To Try or Not to Try — trying to go out of relationships because of personal complications and filial piety. I couldn’t stop blaming myself. Maybe…I cannot love that much as I haven’t been loved that way. A justification? Naahhh! More of TRUTH…
100 Different Things — This is a relationship aftermath, not knowing where a slap or a kiss or a handshake would come from once you feel the tension of being virtually around each other almost all the time. And oh…one more thing, this could also be the point of origin for your next relationship… you would determine whether it will yield a positive or negative correlation. Yes, yes… it is creepy.
Stuck in the Moment — This may be more of hangin’ by the moment thing. Your breath suspended… system shocked, then shuts down. A process of licking your tightly stitched wounds or in a lateral point of view… both of you are happy, though deep inside you are engaged in a “Who-dies-miserable” game. Well, it does not necessary mean you wish ‘em ill.
Maybe this is like Newton’s law… you know, taking your emotions a level down or sometimes up, still, it almost always go down. Got it?
